I don't think I've ever been an undecisive person, but lately I just don't care. I use to pray for a long time, 'Dear Lord, make me more layed back so that things don't annoy and bother me' and maybe now, along with maturity and learning to just chill, that prayer is getting answered. But the bad part is I tend to hang out with people who are undecisive because I'm the decisive one... and now well, nobody cares! (ok, that may not be true... most of my close friends are quite decisive too) That's just it, if I do care I will most definitely speak up, that is not my problem, but when it is 'where should we eat', 'what should we do', 'what are our plans', I would just much rather figure things out as we go and go with the flow. If you know me very well, you know that this is kind of weird.
Maybe it's due to the fact that most days of my life are completely planned out. Not by me, but by duty. I have to get up by a certain time, get ready, go to work for 9 hours and then come home and most evenings in my week are routine as well. Or maybe it's the fact that my job is to plan and organize and keep things in order for my boss (well and every other job I've had) so much that I just want my life to not be planned.
Some of my favorite memories were during my two years at JBU where we always did spontaneous things. From hot lake swimming, to water tower climbing, to paintball wars, to whatever... they were the best memories because they were out of the routine and norm of life. So here's my goal... at least once a month (maybe more than that) I want to do something adventurous! Something I wouldn't do in my normal routine of life, but something out of the ordinary. It may be travel, hiking, climbing, bungie jumping, repelling, a weekend away to a neat place, painting, camping, fishing (gulp!), canoeing, etc...and other things I wouldn't even think of! And since people are what make memories so great who's in???? Ideas are welcome!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
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